Private, Laurel's eyes only. Entry Number One, Day one.
Its my first full day here in Cordum. Mother insists that I make the best of it, because we never know when we'll be back. Its not that I mind seeing my cousins, I do love them dearly. I'm worried about what they will find back home, I don't like the idea of my staff (and friends) being interrogated, while I'm not there. I can't protect them from here. I worry that one of them might say something they aren't supposed to, or get caught in a lie. It would be the down fall of my father, my family, and me. I wished them dead, before spilling the truth. My father, my real father can't know if me. I'm writing all of my thoughts down, in hopes that if something did happen to me, at least one person would know the truth. If, he bothers to read it.....which I hope he does. A maid will be knocking on my door soon, I am to go out with my cousin's knight, Riley, and see the country side. Oh joy. Maybe I can find a good place to practice, while we are out. Hopefully, he would be able to tell I am scouting.